Monday, February 06, 2006

The best and worst of times

A post to say that last night SHE moved back home. Gratefulness swells in my soul, even through it all, the only place I truly find a moment of "safe" rest seems to be in her arms. My heart skipped a beat when she actually walked through the front door. Until that moment I didn't want to let myself believe it would happen.

What should be a joyous start to a new life together is instead an immediate, rushed and sometimes strained mission of necessity. An act of selflessness (through somewhat clenched teeth) for her, mental survival for me. A delicate and fragile strand of love between us holding the whole thing together.

For now this is how it must be. A house built on a shaky foundation trying to withstand a hurricane. A hope and a prayer that the strand will strengthen as this "impossible" time in our lives passes.

Counting my blessings....prayers for strength appreciated.

14 comments:

nancy =) said...

whew!! all the best to you both...all good vibes being sent your way, sublime...

peace...

AKH said...

I'm happy that she moved back in and I hope that you guys can build from this. Sending happy, positive vibes to you both.

Blogzie said...

Without knowing why ‘She’ moved out to begin with, it’s difficult to offer any concrete advice.

I truly hope it all works out for the best for both of you and your son as well.

Here’s hoping that everyone has learned from past mistakes and is ready to face the future with open hearts and minds.

Love is all you need.

Cheers!

x0x0x

Toady Joe said...

Best Wishes, Dear Heart!

Caroline said...

I hope everything goes just how you want it to. The two of you will be in my thoughts and prayers that all will work out.

sttropezbutler said...

Here's to you!

Here's to all.....

STB

alan said...

May this impossible time disappear behind you and happiness and comfort make it all seem long long ago!

Thinking of you!

alan

Trudy Booty Scooty said...

sending you calm seas and sunny skies and good thoughts

Elizabeth Taylor said...

Only you know if you're better with her than without her. Best of luck to you both. I know it's been tough on you.

Bent Fabric said...

Good news! I hope things work out for the best.

{{{{Sublime}}}}

Christopher said...

Hi Sublime,

Whew good things are happening for you.

I am smiling for you

freddy said...

Sending good vibes to you from this end of the Earth, too! I'm hoping that this new chapter is full of promise. Keep us posted on things, and know that as always, we are there for you.

SassyFemme said...

Wishing that the strand grows stronger each day.

gav25 said...

i started reading your blog only recently and then you stopped blogging. but i still had you bookmarked for some reason...

i'm really happy you're back (i hope). i don't know who this other girl is, but i really hope things go well for you two.

Gav
Sydney, Australia