My feelings are swinging from
one end of the spectrum to the other
I have what feels like a burning lump in the back of my throat
at all times
Encouraging words from my stranger-friends
No phone call from her
Authorized for 7 sessions with a new therapist
She's a Ph.D. Pastoral Counselor and comes
from a Unitarian faith
I'm meeting her tonight at 6:00
She doesn't know it yet, but it feels like
she's the only hope I've got
I wish I could stop crying, it makes driving very difficult :)
About Me
- Sublime
- Oblivion, Midwest, United States
- At age 41, overcoming some of my biggest fears has granted me periods in my life of supreme respect for the grand plan of the universe. Unfortunately, I’ve learned I have the idiotic ability to forget some of the huge lessons. Luckily, my cosmic fortune cookie never seems to mind having to repeatedly tell me things until I get it! My favorite foods include Easy Cheese, shelled & salted peanuts, red-pepper hummus and pizza in any form. I’ve realized I never really quit smoking; I just stop for periods of time. I no longer cry over spilled milk. I recently figured out that I do so much better when I’m not going in ten directions at once. I’ve also been hit with the realization that I’m never, ever going to find happiness outside of myself – it has to come from within. The true meaning of this came to me during meditation, at which point, I literally gave MYSELF a hug. Finally, I know if tomorrow comes then more change is inevitable and embracing is easier than resisting it.
8 comments:
Yay! woman that was fast. Let me know how it goes afterword.
I know it's hard, but BE HONEST.
I love you with all my heart.
Amgrace
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If she doesn't work, remember there are others out there who will listen.
STB
I'm so sorry you're hurting. Kudos to you for seeking help when you need it. And she's not your *only* hope. You have US. We're here and we support you, and please don't go away. ((hugs))
Hugs to you for strength {{{{{ }}}}}.
Hang in there Sublime.
I know this is very painful but I'm proud of you for getting up & making things happen to regain your strength.
We are all thinking about you.
Take care of yourself,
Shelly
good for you that you found the strength and willingness to seek support...i hope you're feeling better real soon...peace...
I'm so glad you decided to go for help. I never go for help, and I'm always sorry I didn't.
Like the girls said...if she doesn't work out, there's always more help where that came from.
Will you tell us how it went and what you thought?
Hugs...you can do this.
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